should i be worried?

 

Working on my makeup, working on my makeup, working on my makeup

Working on my appearance, this feels like a new year a new me over again. I like this so much. Alhamdulillah thank you Ya Allah. Maybe it’s the Cadbury chocolate drink, the covid that make me feel like 2020ish, the Japanese table, feel like I have assignment to submit and a future to live.

without realizing that I am the future. I am now in the future.

And now listening to random songs on Spotify, I barely have time for that nowadays. And understudy, understanding and sing along to the lyrics. Ya Allah life is perfect syukur Alhamdulillah.

And connect back to teenage me by watching gossip girl. Ya Allah. Terima kasih atas nikmat ini. Not a single worry, Alhamdulillah. Is this because all the paracetamol that Ive been consuming vigorously. Until the drowsy ubat selsema has become null to me. Omg should I be worried? ….

not membazir

 

Hello hello. Alhamdulillah. Good news to know that my working hour has been shorten.

And one more thing that I am so grateful for is that my laptop (work laptop) can easily connected to internet.

Let’s make this room my fortress of solitude again. Yes we can do this. Yes, that’s the positivity that much much needed. Let’s jom.

I started to realize that all the money spent on buying things is actually not straight up waste because I buy/bought all those things in order to buy confidence. No wrong in that. Absolutely not wrong at all. All those clothes, makeups, FOMO stuffs. Not membazir at all. Just need to be a little more careful. Yes we can do this.

2024 revamp

 

Wow I work from home for the very first time ever. Ha ha ha. Am I a big adult now? Hehehe

I feel like it’s in 2020ish, working on my plant design. Hehe. Same energy.

I miss being healthy actually. I want to restructure  my 2024., time to work on that. Be the best version of me. I’m turning 27 aaaa.

I want to revamp my life. Like literally. Let’s workin on that. First stop is kemas my bilik, back to reading, plan my budget and financial, be good at makeup. Back to jounaling and writing, watch gossip girl again and again, working on my sales talent and literally starts pilates and yoga and running. And have normal BMI and skincare routine. And read about skincare actives. Yes we can do this

have self control, it's hard i know

Ya Allah, tengah hujan ni.  I want to pray.

Ya Allah help me with my debt. Ya Allah murahkan rezeki aku. Help me to perform good and best at my work. Ya Allah I want to be healthy and fit. Wellness and beautiful in and out. And also be religious. That’s all I ever wanted, to wake up in the middle of the night again and pray to You Ya Allah. I need to do this even though it’s really hard now because Alhamdulillah life is good. Ya Allah forgive me Ya Allah, You give me what I’ve been praying for and this is what I return to You. Forgive me Ya Allah.

-          Exercise first lepas balik kerja

-          Mandi, shave underarm

-          Solat maghrib and 1 page of Quran

-          Read manual of the light

-          Dinner

-          Kemas2 bilik

-          Journaling using tab

-          Journaling using book (1 page)

-          Skin care routine

-          Qiamulail,

-          Go jogging first thing in the morning

 

Have self control. Please, you can do this 

The world just wasn't ready for a Humphrey-Waldorf friendship.

 

Yknow that I’m not getting over Blair and Dan. I don’t want to get over them. Thank you. If I ever want to move on I will go to youtube, tiktok, Instagram, reddit, quora and read Dair fans comment. They are supposed to be endgame. That’s how it supposed to be.

“the world is not ready for waldorf and Humphrey friendship’.

Yes the writer only make Chuck and Blair together bcause they have more stans than Dan and Blair. I was once Dair hater as well. But I rewatched gossip girl in my mid twenties, I realized that what Dan and Blair have had is true and the most healthy relationship ever. No hating on Chuck too , even when he traded Blair with hotel ha ha ha. What Dan and Blair had is calm type of love. Friendship love.

The world just wasn't ready for a Humphrey-Waldorf friendship.

OK now this is the real quote huhu.

Even better to know that penn and Leighton are still friends until now. And penn is actually good looking?!?! Make me want to watch You over again.

dan and blair ship

 This is now Blair and Dan ship blog. Thanks. It's official. Even though I might be 11 years late.