out of control

 

Everything has been crazy. May it be my financial, my health, my looks, my room, my workspace and most of is my weight. I’ve been gaining weight like crazy. I can see how. I never not full these days. Having a complete 3 meals a day, not fully exercising, and not answer nature call at all. Cuz no call to answer. Let’s not mention on my sugar intake, it’s crazy too. For this past 3 days, I’ve been drinking coke, family mart boba, zus buttercreme and mixue boba; and dessert takes also been crazy, kiedacrepe cheese mille and speech strudel. And syrup. Urgh. Not weird at that I’ve been gaining weight.

hazelnut regret

 

Primary source of meaning

What gives our lives value?

Professional life become identity

Take your work seriously

There’s no better time for personal joy than now

Write a story that encompasses the things that truly matter to you.

……

Want to start working out and puasa. Maybe back to jogging but that’s like a lot to do ha ha ha. But that’s one of many ways to have more energy. How yahh

Hazelnut coffee taste just like Ferrero rocher, I’m in love with hazelnut , thanks to kak linda. She’s been influence me with hazelnut. Omg I supposed to buy hazelnut derived drinks at Zus the other day. Urgh, regret.

whatever she’s doing

 

Now i realized that can poop everyday is a bless, well connected wifi is also a bless. Before this, my wifi connection to this laptop is on off and gosh know how exhausting it is. Now I’m thinking of buying new laptop, but looking at my debt, it’s freaking alarming. My next target is to find new job after raya next year.

First stop is registering BEM, have done half way. Gonna continue later. #procrastination at best. Not best. Procrastination is bad. Let’s get rid at it. 26 years old b is not gonna procrastinate, she’s just taking time off, and surely will get back to whatever she’s been doing.

from movie to realization....

 

Let’s talk about movie. I have a list of movies that I’ve watched at the cinema with my boo. Since I’m 87 posts behind my target and my debts are mounting.

 

Bajet today
basuh kereta rm15
burger king rm30
kopi and lemon rm20
isi minyak rm25

 

OK HOW.

And

Fai wedding.

Omg I’m just about to shop but looking at my money, ha ha ha. Laugh all the way first.

Omg how I’m gonna do it yahhhh

Rm250 this 26^th for road tax

If I’m not paying hong leong this time means next month will be

RM700 hong leong

RM300 maybank

RM 400 Bank rakyat

Rm 550 RHB

RM600 car

Rm200 mama

Oh noo impossible

…….

Leave rm 250 in maybank for 26^th wedding.

 

Rm300 maybank

Rm300 hong leong

Take rm850 from bank rakyat.

 

After all maybank mount goes down till rm2000, just use hong leong. And pay extra for ptptn.

 

Sept

Rm600 kereta

Rm550 rhb

Rm150 + 50 hong leong (cc + cash)

Rm500 (maybank)

Rm 400 bank rakyat

Rm200 mama

double cleansing

 

Omg guys, it’s working. Double cleansing is seriously working.

I usually have whiteheads around my nose, I scratch using my tudung, looking at those whiteheads making me feel satisfied. Like really satisfied. I know it sound gross but fact simply cant be denied.

But double cleansing by using kiss beauty avocado balm then using cleanser.

today I’m going to

• 1.       Workout for 15 minutes
• 2.       Learn Burmese 20 pages
• 3.       Read book until page 100
• 4.       Quran until page 10, its brand new start
• 5.       Find buku doa and write down doa.
• 6.       Tahajjud untuk kaya, sihat, cantik and mama panjang umur.
• 7.       Vacuum bilik
• 8.       Basuh baju
• 9.       Kemas almari baju sikit
• 10.   Kemas tudung
• 11.   Prepare for tomorrow

jud1ka everyday

 

OMG HARINI SERIOUS KENA WORKOUT. AND KEMAS ALMARI BAJU.

Battery kereta.

Today, need to workout. Yes I’ve said it earlier, I’m saying this again. And start berjimat.

Budget quite tight ya, don’t forget it.

Yes, I’m starting tahajjud now, and my sole prayer is to murah rezeki. That’s it. That’s only it

After checking my account, I’m positive that I don’t need new perfume. Thank you. Plus, I’ve bought new Lilith and Eve and that’s more than enough.

And I already paid to ameeru my jud1ka concert tix. So looking forward for his concert. Have to listen to judika everyday now haha.

skincare addictionnn

OMG I really want to but cleansing oil but my budget is literally really really tight. Sobs. I need to save money and buy during next pay day. You can do this sharifah.

My skincare regime for now is I want to focus on anti aging, means that my next target product is product with retinol. But product with retinol is pricey.

From now on, my skincare concern is anti aging.

I want to wear retinol at night.

Before this I like brightening and hydrating series. My next paycheck is going to be more on retinol wise skincare. And double cleansing with cleansing oil.

So looking forward.