manage to be ok again

 

Yes, usually we never realize the value of something until we lost it. Then we’re longing to that ‘good old days’. Ya Allah, thank you for all this peace. I never ever want again to go through with that suspicious and feel like I have no worth moments. I don’t even want to remember, even though maybe if I remember it now, it almost felt like nothing but I don’t want to dig that ever again. But I will always be suspicious, that thing wreck every single thing in me. But Alhamdulillah, with Your help Ya Allah, I manage to be ok again.