the self diagnosed but everything described well

 

95 posts more. I remember that few years back, when I was in diploma years, I think I have a minor bipolar disorder. Sometimes I felt ok. I was fine. I was in fact ecstatic, extremely happy and then ne next day I was being extremely sad. Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah, now I’m no longer that person. I don’t know what’s making me being who I am today, though I’m not perfect at all now, but I’m getting better. Syukur Alhamdulillah. Even now, I too have a lot of things to think but everything is under control. The only thing is that I feel distance from Allah. Help me with that Ya Allah, but please, don’t let anything bad happen. I am afraid that in order to be close to You, You gave me tests that going to be so hard. Don’t want that. I just want peace and a lot of money and  make my mama and led proud of me.