pink, red and orange

 

I just cant stop listening to Speak Now Taylor’s Version. I mean like I listen to it all the time. Is it healthy?

I should really stop buying on shopee platform, my shopee pay is getting near to limit. However, to my defense, I actually did cancel but the seller refuse my request. What can I do? They shipped it already by the way.

I bought another lip tints. Another 4 lip tints to be exact. This time, they’re all branded. They’re from Etudehouse and Tonymoly

 

1.       1. Etude House Dear Darling Water Gel Tint 4.5g in code RD301

2.       2. Etude House Dear Darling Water Tint 10g in #02 Cherry Ade

3.      3.  Tonymoly Delight Tony Tint in #02 Red

4.     4.   Etude House Dear Darling Water Gel Tint 4.5g in OR203.

 

You may realize that usually lip products consists of 3 base colour which pink, red and orange. I don’t look good in pink so far. I will update more Insha Allah.

still searching

 

I’m always off when it comes to fashion, it’s like always somewhere lack. For example, I bought a flower blouse that when at the store it look pretty and just like what I want, full of flowers. It costs me RM69.90. That’s a big number! To look like an opah. Huwaa so sad. I look like wearing granny’s cloth.

also my luck with black bawal scarf also bad. I have 3 in total. 2 new one. Also the awning not ok. I want to wear them several time more then I want to donate them. Still searching for my style.

my baby tonggek , frvr mine

 

Super grateful to You Ya Allah for Baim’s car. Finally Baim has his own car so that I’m no longer living in fear that any time he want to borrow my car and throwing tantrum when I refuse his request. I hate those moments, like seriously cuz of course as a working elder sister, I feel like I fail to provide.

I too have those rebellious phase that I want a car. I even rented a car and went back from Gambang to Kajang alone. That was my first ever road trip that I drove alone in a long journey.

I remember that I perform solat hajat beforehand, in case I accident. And no one knows my whereabout. So if I really accident, no one have any idea that could’ve been me.

Alhamdulillah, after all I survive. And get my own car. My baby tonggek is my precious. I love my bezza forever.

saddened to the core

 

So yesterday I’m feeling blue. I was so devastated because he cut my words when I was talking to him. I don’t know why it hurts so bad but I didn’t want to cause a scene (yet) since that was lunch break time and I don’t want to prolong. I can’t even sleep the entire lunch break. You know that I don’t take lunch instead, I prioritize my nap over everything and that’s not new. I cried the whole remaining hour. Because I was super sentap. And thinking that he doesn’t love me, don’t want to spend extra time with. It saddened me to the core.

led is my superhero

 

I mean like I’m 100 posts away from my goal. Yes, we can do this!

Today I want to write about missing people we can no longer see. I miss my Dad. After listening to Taylor Swift’s Superman (Taylor’s Version). The lyrics goes like the superman is ready to save the world or just go to work cuz both is actually the same. Being a working adult now I know the struggle to go to work, get salary and then pay for commitment. My dad is really a superhero for us. Thank you so much Led, hope we’re meeting again heaven. Amin.

like we stood a chance

 

I’m tired of crying, like seriously. Ya Allah, you know all my problems Ya Allah. I don’t even know why I’m still here. Like exactly this. Because in my head, if I let this one go, it means that I have no guy for me and I will end up being alone. Lonely. When everyone leads somewhere. Even when I’m together with him I also feel like this ship is going no where. Sparks gone. All left is anger and dependencies. Not love anymore. And we are two totally different persons, from different backgrounds. And as if we stood a chance.

Must refer all list one by one cuz i have the memory of a goldfish

 

Hello hello, my goal today is to chase and detailing down Ha ne u l project. I must get Haneul Purchase order cuz the project is running of time already since Wen haven’t purchase raw material and all. Must refer pipeline project. It’s critical. Like really critical.

I am facing problem that I have short term memory. Like yesterday, I went for grocery shopping and only like 4 things in the list. With that less things also I tend to forget 1 thing. I refuse to view the list cuz I was acting and feeling confident. Thus, today I need to buy the dishwashing soap. Cuz none left at home.