113 posts to write, 25kg to lose

 

113 posts more. Let’s go. I don’t understand man sometimes. Maybe most of the times. Maybe because he’s drunk? But he didn’t seem drunk last night. That’s a new information for me. He’s different once he’s drunk and I hate it. Somehow, when meet in person, he will be extra affectionate which I like very much. Being loved undividedly. However, I still need to take care of my diet and workout, like really working out, not tipu2 work out. This is really a motivation. He even said that he will only marry me if I’m 50kg. That’s about 25kg to lose.

bruceleeazation

 

The Blinkist of the day today is , Be Water, My Friend : The Teachings of Bruce Lee by Shannon Lee. The main point of the book is that be like water. Means that you can fit everywhere you want. Not really understand, I just read for the sake of read , oh my god that’s not good. But then something about empty your mind. Water can flow or it can crash. Be formless and shapeless like water. Oh my god is that really means that you supposed to not have standings or what? Need to redefine.

By the way, one of the takeways that Bruce Lee died at the age of 33 and that’s pretty young. I never watch any of Bruce Lee’s movies, I thought he’s still alive like Jackie Chan. And I’ve read that Jackie Chan is not a nice person ( not related, just that thing coming out of of nowhere). And Michelle Yeoh had acting with Jackie Chan. Maybe need to read more about Bruce Lee. All I know he is famous. And good at martial art (kung fu or what idk). WOW IM NARROW.

let's just read blinkist of the day

 

OH MY GOD. NOW I’M IN A BIG PROBLEM. I CANT LOGIN MY BLINKIST. IN ALL MY DEVICE. AND I’M 3 BOOKS BEHIND MY SCHEDULE.

Ok relax.

Actually it’s not a big deal at all cuz if I consistently read the free Blinkist of the day, I can still make it. So, take a deep breath and relax. We can do this. In meantime, I can religiously read my physical book. I read one now actually, from Malcolm Gladwell titled The Tipping Point. A non-fiction book and it just collecting dust at my bedside table because I always no mood to read. Aiyaa I have a Instagram highlight on books I read, stuck at the third book which is this book. HUWAAA.

Also, I have an idea. Since I jot down all the movies I watch with Min since our first date, maybe in order to finish all 115 posts today, I can review all book movies. Sounds alright , right?

a girl can dream..... just 4.35% success

 

Oh My GOD, I am 115 posts behind??? Like seriously?? Now, I made up my mind to write all 115 posts, in one day. Yes, I’m not kidding you at all. I’M GONNA WRITE IT DOWN. LIKE SERIOUSLY. 115 posts with at least 100 words per post. ONCE EVERYTHING IS BACK TO NORMAL, I’M GONNA WRITE EVERY POST WITH 300 WORDS. It is really important to keep writing because it’s like I have time to myself. I can reflect my self by writing. It’s always been a dream to write a lot. Even, one of my dream is to write a book. Or Novel or whatever cuz I like it so much.

please look forward solat

 

Alhamdulillah. Have nothing scheduled today. Alhamdulillah. Jimat duit. Hahaha. My financial is very alarming ya. Alhamdulillah, the work also been good syukur Alhamdulillah. The only thing not good is that I haven’t solat subuh yet, I;m so lacking on that side nowadays. I’m so not proud of it at all. I always wanted to be good in every single thing. But a lot going on at the moment now. Now I want to cook Bawal Sweet sour, meanwhile everyone is getting married. Like literally. And here I am, in a relationship that sort of like no future. Ya Allah. Please help me. And I want to be real good at writing as well but I read less nowadays. Please help me.
- SOlat subuh and dhuha
- masak bawal sweet sour
- kemas bilik and basuh brush makeup
- read 4 blinkists and write summary

thankful

 

Alhamdulillah for so many things. Endless Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih ya allah atas segalanya

Thank you Ya Allah, I have so many things to be thankful for
1. My family especially my mom. From today onwards, I want to belanja or buy something for my mom everything I go out. Which is a lot but we can do this
2. My car, still in good condition Alhamdulillah, I want to keep maintaining my car by regular car wash and in future once my credit card debt become normal again +- RM2500, I will make tinted for my car. And also the internal! Want to declutter

back on track

 

Like always, way behind schedule. Now this is alarming. Like everything is behind the pipeline. And I’m afraid of the DHL should I said sorry now or later, aaa what should I do. Now everything is feel like behind. I even miss a lot of solat yet Allah still save me from all badness could’ve been happened due to my neglect. Ya Allah, please help me.

Friday
Asar – 4
Maghrib – 3
Isyak – 4

Saturday
Subuh -2
Maghrib – 3
Isyak – 4

Sunday
Subuh -2

 

Oh my God, that’s a lot lot. My goal now is to repay back all the solats I miss before I’m going out today. Need to give all out.
Another things I need to do

-          My goodreads goal, read all blinkist to keep track

-          Kemas bilik

-          Update Instagram

-          Look projects timeline
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