I’m going to solat Zohor, I want to pray for Allah to
forgive all my sins, bless my life, bless my mom’s life, bless me with a lot of
sustenance , pray for my health, my wellbeing, increase my knowledge, ease my
business. I am grateful for everything
Ya Allah. Alhamdulillah.
Time to get serious. I want to read books, up to date on
blinkist, pray a lot and focus on praying. Talk to myself, watch a lot of tv
series and going to jog. Be a lot better at my job by documenting the latest
innovations and what I want chemist to do.
I made another mistakes. I waste 2 completely good eggs
because I forgot to take them out from air fryer. I need to start being focus,
and do one thing at a time. But I’m running out of time. I want to do a lot of
things but my energy is not capable.
Scary is the word.
I have one goal for now. For a month. I need to slim down my
tummy. Whatever it takes.
Of course, I have a lot of other things not in the line as
well. First stop is sit ups.
Everyday needs to do 3 sets of 10 sit ups.
Working on my makeup, working on my makeup, working on my
makeup
Working on my appearance, this feels like a new year a new me
over again. I like this so much. Alhamdulillah thank you Ya Allah. Maybe it’s
the Cadbury chocolate drink, the covid that make me feel like 2020ish, the Japanese
table, feel like I have assignment to submit and a future to live.
without realizing that I am the future. I am now in the future.
And now listening to random songs on Spotify, I barely have
time for that nowadays. And understudy, understanding and sing along to the
lyrics. Ya Allah life is perfect syukur Alhamdulillah.
And connect back to teenage me by watching gossip girl. Ya
Allah. Terima kasih atas nikmat ini. Not a single worry, Alhamdulillah. Is this
because all the paracetamol that Ive been consuming vigorously. Until the
drowsy ubat selsema has become null to me. Omg should I be worried? ….
Hello hello. Alhamdulillah. Good news to know that my
working hour has been shorten.
And one more thing that I am so grateful for is that my
laptop (work laptop) can easily connected to internet.
Let’s make this room my fortress of solitude again. Yes we
can do this. Yes, that’s the positivity that much much needed. Let’s jom.
I started to realize that all the money spent on buying
things is actually not straight up waste because I buy/bought all those things
in order to buy confidence. No wrong in that. Absolutely not wrong at all. All
those clothes, makeups, FOMO stuffs. Not membazir at all. Just need to be a
little more careful. Yes we can do this.
Wow I work from home for the very first time ever. Ha ha ha.
Am I a big adult now? Hehehe
I feel like it’s in 2020ish, working on my plant design. Hehe.
Same energy.
I miss being healthy actually. I want to restructure my 2024., time to work on that. Be the best
version of me. I’m turning 27 aaaa.
I want to revamp my life. Like literally. Let’s workin on
that. First stop is kemas my bilik, back to reading, plan my budget and
financial, be good at makeup. Back to jounaling and writing, watch gossip girl
again and again, working on my sales talent and literally starts pilates and
yoga and running. And have normal BMI and skincare routine. And read about
skincare actives. Yes we can do this
