Wednesday, 24 May 2023

the realization....

Now that I started writing on products, or anything that gonna increase my knowledge in my work area. Things that I’ve been planned since forever but don’t have enough energy to make it real. Haha.

I need to stop buying makeup especially lipsticks because I’m not good at it yet. I need to learn the real technique first before splurging too much on makeups cause one can buy the best and most expensive makeups but if one don’t know how to wear it that there’s no point.

 

I just realize that I am ugly. I never know this before, I always think that oh because I don’t have proper device, oh because I cant afford makeup yet, oh because now im studying; and yet I am over that all and I am still not pretty. Sobs.

 

I literally like really need to prioritize my beauty and look, because this look is because I haven’t try anything or in other words is LAZY. There is no other reason. Ya Allah, help me Ya Allah to be more rajin.

Even in editing pictures, need to be really rajin to edit and learn how to edit, hence I quite respect people in social media. Congratulation,  I want to be like you.

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