no definite destination except...........

 

The thing that I really need to immediately change about myself is that I HAVE to prioritize solat at any occasions. I always find myself delaying solat and I want to change on that about myself. Ya Allah please help me. Alhamdulillah that I am feeling quite well and my life is feel like in good pieces, but there still time that I feel left out and not doing much and use all of my potential and opportunities, that’s a fact for sure. Ya Allah help me. But please don’t make me that by You’re taking something or someone out from my life. I don’t want to lose anything anymore ya Allah. Seems like I’m not losing anything significantly can be seen with eyes but I feel like I started losing my iman and that’s make me sad that I kinda don’t feel anything. Are You hating me Ya Allah? Please help me Ya Allah. I want only good things in my life and only You can help me Ya Allah. I want to keep improving from time to time, every time till my last breath. Like I always say that there is no definite destination except death.

Alhamdulillah, I am so thankful for my mom Ya Allah. Thank you for her Ya Allah. We, no, I was planning since yesterday for roti canai but then she cancelled it cause she was thinking of having brunch instead but I have massage session that I’m looking forward with Ameera (that we got scared to , we found the place through Fave app)  then Ameera and I plan to eat Ole – Ole Bali afterwards. So I don’t want brunch, I want a simple classic Malay breakfast at local warung but mama declined, so I tantrum a bit. Then mama ordered Grabfood for me. She’s an angel Ya Allah, she deserves all the goodness in life. Thank you so much Ya Allah for her. Alfatihah to Led too. I am so lucky.
 

To do now
- eat ubat
- read blinkist
- kemas bilik
- solat dhuha and recite quran